third breath ✧ written

[musubi]

[The handwriting is legible, but the owner is mildly delirious. Responses will reflect this.]

what do you live for

Comments

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[causeblocked.livejournal.com]

I am...

...

[Isamu just starts giggling weakly.]

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[oda-hates-me.livejournal.com]

Oi oi, don't go batshit on me now.

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[causeblocked.livejournal.com]

Heh... Heheh... Sorry.

I... I'm nothing right now. Nothing.

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[oda-hates-me.livejournal.com]

[he doesn't really know what you're talking about]

Nothing...?

You're still alive, kid. That counts for something.

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[causeblocked.livejournal.com]

...I suppose.

But I was something, there... for a while...

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[oda-hates-me.livejournal.com]

The place where you and Naoki are from?

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[causeblocked.livejournal.com]

Yes...

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[oda-hates-me.livejournal.com]

I thought shit got destroyed.

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[causeblocked.livejournal.com]

You mean... the Conception...?

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[oda-hates-me.livejournal.com]

[a shrug]

If that's what it's called. I don't know how it all works.

Naoki just mentioned his world pretty much went to hell.

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[causeblocked.livejournal.com]

It became... a vortex world.

Demons took it over.

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[oda-hates-me.livejournal.com]

So it literally went to hell.

Doesn't sound like it'd make for a good time.

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[causeblocked.livejournal.com]

We were... supposed to recreate it.

I was. The way... the way I wanted.

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[oda-hates-me.livejournal.com]

[exhales some smoke - thinking, thinking.]

And Naoki?

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[causeblocked.livejournal.com]

Naoki was... turned into a demon.

He wasn't allowed a Reason.

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[oda-hates-me.livejournal.com]

[a lengthier pause. This is not new information - he's just debating the best way to go about his questions]

Then what happened, after you changed the world?

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[causeblocked.livejournal.com]

....... I didn't.

I... never got that far.

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[oda-hates-me.livejournal.com]

What do you mean you didn't get that far?

Was your Reason not good enough?

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[causeblocked.livejournal.com]

No!

I... I found... my god. My... demonic sponsor. I collected all the... the magatsuhi I needed. I made it... up the tower of Kagatsuchi, but...

Haha... ha... I lost. To her.

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[oda-hates-me.livejournal.com]

Her? [he ignores the venom for now]

So then what? If you lost?

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[causeblocked.livejournal.com]

Her. Chiaki.

I... left my Reason up to Naoki. H-he'd always supported me. But... not here... He doesn't remember that here.

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[oda-hates-me.livejournal.com]

Ah. That. [mutters]

Different realities can co-exist here.

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[causeblocked.livejournal.com]

So I've... been told.